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My Name Is... My hairs a mess. I've got no make up on.My Name Is... by ~poeticphotographer
I'm wearing sweats. And my expressions blank.
I have no face.
What time is it? Where am I?
My name is A. Mess.
My name is Who M. Eye.
And where have you all gone?
My name is Lost N. Not Found.
When you're walking down the street
do you ever stop to wonder
what the other people are thinking?
Do you ever stop to wonder
what the other people see?
I do.
But only if they look interesting enough.
Otherwise, I don't give a flying fuck.
I'm hungry. I'm tired.
My name is Lost.
Where did they go?
I focus on the sidewalk,
grey and hard,
everything else out of focus.
I watch my feet.
Bare fe


TTEOTB Ch. 21 - Last Chapter Death is a funny thing. Not like 'haha' funny. Wouldn't that just be so morbid?TTEOTB Ch. 21 - Last Chapter by ~poeticphotographer
It's funny in the way that it can be contagious like a disease.
A fatal disease.
One month later, in the middle of February, on a cold night Donnie decided to shoot himself. In his bedroom. With his dad's gun.
His little sister, Caralynn, found him when she went to go ask him for homework help. I can only imagine the horror and sickness she felt at the sight of her brother's brain matter splattered across the wall and carpet floor. Shudder.
I don't go to his funeral and am asked a million questions about why. I know why. I don't lie; I tell them that I'm


TTEOTB Ch. 20 Cold. Lifeless. Corpse. Wooden. Open. Casket.TTEOTB Ch. 20 by ~poeticphotographer
At least it's pretty A pretty cold, lifeless corpse. That is my best friend. And a pretty open casket which holds my best friend.
I never thought I'd have to see this again so soon. Everyone is dressed in black. Mom is standing over the casket staring at her daughter. Her face is tear-stained and it looks like she hasn't slept in years. Arianna's dad is sitting in a folding chair at the back of the room. His face is buried in his hands and his shoulders are shaking. He's crying and probably has a hangover.
I feel no connection to him whatsoever.
I walk over to Mrs. Costa's side and gl


TTEOTB Ch. 19 It's been one week, three days and five hours since I found my best friend in her car. Dead. It's not a foreign word. It's come around a couple times in my life. Figuratively and literally. My mom. My brother, Adam. And now my only true friend since Adam. "She's gone, Anika She's dead." Mr. Costa told me. Not even trying to spare my feelings. He walked away, not waiting to watch the tears fall. They didn't though. Those tiny drops of salt water caught in my eyes and burned. Burned so bad. My throat became dry and felt as if there was a huge knot in the middle of it. Suicide was foreign, though. Suicide. I didn't panic. I knew I deTTEOTB Ch. 19 by ~poeticphotographer


TTEOTB Ch. 18 Dear Anika Raine Osborne,TTEOTB Ch. 18 by ~poeticphotographer
I'm sorry but I'm not. I couldn't handle it anymore. You're my best friend, my sister and I know you understand. I know you know. I could see it in your face.
I'm sorry because I never told you. I tried to keep it a secret. A secret that ate at me everyday ... I couldn't handle it and I have to thank you for saving me that day... although I was a bit pissed at first... I wanted to go.
I'm not sorry though, about this. I'm happy to be gone and away from the hectic road we walk called life. It's a game and I was losing.. terribly. So I quit while I was ahead I guess. Or not so ahead. It doesn't matter anym
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RIP Edd Gould (1988-2012)
thankyou for everything, biggest inspiration in my life fullstop.
At least in my opinion. I'm
not a fan of politicians..
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Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday...
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RIP Edd Gould (1988-2012)
thankyou for everything, biggest inspiration in my life fullstop.
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Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday...
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RIP Edd Gould (1988-2012)
thankyou for everything, biggest inspiration in my life fullstop.
I'm not related to anyone
famous I think..
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Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday...
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Stop by my page, look at some photographs. (What's the worst that can happen?)
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Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday...